The Antagonist

I think i Begin to consider myself as the Antagonist. What If i’m the Heartbreaker, the troublemaker in the people's pathways? Make the good people feel uneasy. Although, people around me or maybe in the wider circle think that i’m nice and they adore all my moves, and support my confession of Love to a person, but at the end, it’s just not meant to be. That in the end, the universe decide it’s not mine, it’s not my story and i have to end up here. Because every effort i made is only another kind of antagonist’s moves in the plot. That This is not my story. That i’m pretty well known, i don’t want to give up easily for the thing i think is right. But this is just not my story. I’m here because the plot twist, to make someone become stronger, better and wiser. And in the end, i have to give someone applause or just let them happy, and cry in the helpless and lonely night, thinking how bad i am. Because i’m only the antagonist.