Clueless

I'm waiting and you're not calling. My heart shaking thinking that you will go chasing after something i don't like. It's just clueless sometimes, what i hate the most, is it the distance or the aim? 

I'll keep writing, my brain is just overcrowd, but i promise to my self to handle it. I won't bother you, i need my self, only my self.

Today, i want to let you go, you're not mine, your body, heart, and soul is belong to you. Everybody's body, mind and soul is never belong to anyone else. So you can make a plan as you pleased and chase after your dream as far as you want.

But someday, if you're coming back, i hope you bring a great stories that wipe away all my worries, shaking my heart with another way. You're someone i miss the most today, someone from another time scape. You'll do a great thing, i trust you, you're not doing it like the others.

Wait what? Am i hoping to much? Yes i think you do darling. Stop here.